..Moon..

मैं सोचती थी हर वक्त गुजारने की
उसके साथ जो आसमान पर बैठा है
सितारों के भीच मुस्कुराता रहता है
मैं चाहती थी उन सितारों को जलाने की
जो गुरुर करते है उसके साथ होने का
फिर क्या था एक दिन पूछ लिया
"क्या कुछ पल गुजार सकते हो मेरे साथ "
वोह शोक से चला आया मेरे पास
और जब सितारों का गुरुर तोर्ड़ने के लिए
आसमान को देखा तो हैरान हो गई
उस अंधेरे को देख कर
मानो खामोश सा होगया हो सब
जिन सितारों से जलती थी मैं
आज वोह जैसे अँधेरी वादियों मैं घूम से हो गए हो
मैं बहुत धूकी हुई
यह देख कर वोह बोला
क्यो खुश नही तुम मुझे पाकर
भीगी हुई पलकों को उठा कर कहाँ
जब तुम वहां आसमान पर थे
हजारो सितारे तुम्हारी
रौशनी मैं टिमटिमाते थे मुस्कुराते थे
और मैं सोचती थी जलाते है मुझे
पर आज जाना
अपने किस्मत सवारने के लिए
हजारों की किस्मत को रुसवा कर दिया मैंने
जाओ ..तुम वापस जाओ
मैं तो ज़मीन पर रह कर भी
तुम्हारी रौशनी मैं रहूंगी
पर अगर तुम यहाँ रहे
तो हजारों सितारे गुमराह हो जायेंगे
यह सुन कर वोह मुस्कुराते हुए
उन सितारों के भीच पहुच गया
और उसके जाते ही फिर से
हजारों सितारे टिमटिमाते हुए
अपनी शर्माती हुई आँखें खोले
सारे आसमान पर छा गए
मैं भी मुस्कुराते हुए उस
चाँद पर नाज़ करती हू
उसकी रौशनी मैं जलते हुए
हर सितारे पर नाज़ करती हू
और उस पर जो रोशन करता है
हम सब को अपनी रौशनी से

P.s. Framed up some where in starting of year 2004

..how com...

lips touched and
hearts melted within the warm hug
dreams heaped their eyes
time halted there right
air stood silent
stars hide inside the dark curtains
clouds encircled their emotions
dropped tears from their eyes
moon blinked,trees whispered
all gathered on that lonely street
eagerly watched as their soul united
rain came happily down pouring them
thunder and lightning danced in complete bliss
their eyes opened as the warmth raised heights
realizing what they did in haste
they moved apart with eyes wide
their lips stammered
how com , they came so close
breaking all barriers of world
ashamed and guilt lingered their heart
speechless hiding their face
they turned back slowly
moved away as if they did some crime
leaving behind the trace of moment
that prevailed love within their hearts
just for a while

P.s. Sometimes we never realize what we left behind was the world best thing

..broken wings..

..I sat on the window with the broken wings..

..with pieces of shattered dreams in hands..

..my tears drenched my soul..

.. and my failure broke me whole..

..like a looser I sat on the window with the broken wings..

..I saw the sun smiling..

..I saw the birds creeping..

..I saw the flowers blooming,I saw the people roaming..

..no one looked at me with the broken wings in my hands..

..I looked at seventh sky from where I fall..

..so high above I reached and fall..

..I am all broke will I reach there again..

..A drop fall from my eye on my hand..

..smiled at me,"You already know how to reach there again"

..I opened my broken wings to give a last try..

..it pained a lot and it hurt a lot..

..wings opened in the vast sky..

..inhaled the air of hope..flapped higher..

..and I was flying again I was smiling again..

..I always knew how to reach there..

..then why I feared just because I fall..

..then why I felt I couldn't fly again..

..I turned back to look at the window..

..where now laid broken pieces of my fear...

..now I am no more scared of my broken wings..

..I can fly high with my hope with my faith..

..I can fly high even with my broken wings..

..even with my broken wings..

Is it Love

Is it Love
When tears rollout
with a smile

Is it Love
When life swing
on a glance

Is it Love
When heart sinks
at the parting

Is it Love
When pain fears
no more

Is it Love
When mirror smile
every hour

Is it Love
When time run
so fast

Is it Love
When words struck
inside throat

Is it Love
When feet jump
above limits

Is it Love
When whole world
is beautiful

Is it Love
When you exclaim
"Is It Love!!!"

...Phir kyo apne pankhon ki udaan nahi udta main...

Har anjaan sa chera meri pehchan sa lagta hai,
Bheed main ghum na ho jaun is baat se darta hoon,
Duniya ki ajeeb si rasmo se pareshan sa rehta hoon,
Har girte kadmo ko thamne ka hosla rakhta hoon,
Sitaron ki chamak main chamkna chahta hoon,
Waise to andehra bhi hat jata hai raston se mere..

Phir kyo apne pankhon ki udaan nahi udta main,
Phir kyo khulein aakash main azaad nahi udta main,

Kabhi haar kar lehron main dubne sa lagta hoon,
Kabhi kinaron par baitha sukoon ki saans leta hoon,
Kisi ke sapno ko haqeekat banane ka sapna dekhta hoon,
Kadam ladkhda jatein hai to roshini ka haath thaam leta hoon,
Jo mord jis aor le jata hai usi aor murd jata hoon,
Waise to har Khawaish muthi main band hai mere..

Phir kyo apne pankhon ki udaan nahi udta main,
Phir kyo khulein aakash main azaad nahi udta main.

..Happy Birthday..

..Years after years moved on..!!!
..My flesh turned older each year...!!!
..But My soul is young as ever..!!!
...When I open my eyes today..
...I look back at my journey ..!!
... weakest moments which still shiver my soul..
..I looked at myself how boldly I stood with them..
.. laughing moments which still pains my stomach & brings tears to my eyes...!!!
.. moment when I fall apart from inside & looked at my dying hope holding my fallen parts..!!!.
..I looked at my moment when I flied on wings of success...!!!
......and my best pal stood behind me with smile on his face...
..though so far I have to go ...!!!.
..yet when I look at my past I get the light to face any obstacle in future..!!
..I keep on moving with best moments in hearts so that I can treasure them ..!!
and my weakest moment so that I keep learning from them what mistakes I did...!!

..Just drag me away from here..

Just drag me someone away from here....

I am standing on deserted land

Bleeding bodies muddled in sand

I am all drenched in utter pain

Hands fastened in rusty chain

Just drag me someone away from here....

Sky above is screaming madly

Tides below are grieving sadly

Stars are shivering with deathless fear

Clouds are vibrating with countless tears

Just drag me someone away from here......

Oh God !! Thou shall tell what blunder I did?

Thou shall only tell whom did I plunder ??

If this is the reward for following you ideally

If this is the award for trusting you blindly

Then I don't need anybody to drag me from here

Then I won't scream anymore to go somewhere

I will stand here till the last breath I hold

I will stand here till my soul wreath & mold